The things I do for YOU

This shit needs CPR

2009-10-12T04:08:00.000-07:00

Okaaaay so I haven't been posting anything here

Hm THIS IS ACTUALLY MY LAST EVER POST

YEZZZ cos i made a tumblr

So yeah , here is the URL , http://www.anastasiacarlos.tumblr.com/

OKAY THANK YOU BYE BLOGGERS

2009-09-18T11:16:00.000-07:00

Y'all know who he is , don't you ? If not , SUCKAA

Yeah , and you say I dont love you ?

2009-09-17T12:07:00.000-07:00

The whole night we texted , suddenly my battery went dead , I'm rushing like mad to get home and charge it , scared that you'll get pissed off and start accusing me of sort . Charged the battery and quickly texted you ,
Nothing ,
Nooootthhiinngg ,
NOTHING
Around 2 , I got a lil sleepy so I decided to call you , to see whats up
WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT ? YOURE IN AC
Hah
'So why didnt you reply ?'
'I'm abit busy , syg sorry
God knows busy doing what la kaaannn

Yeah yeah yeah I've been bitchy lately
He's bringing out the worst in me ,
You have no freakin' idea

So Syawal's coming up mm-hm
Everyone's like balik kampung and all
Mum's parents are in USJ so will be spending Raya there
Stupid mtherfckng exams right after that
Everyone main mercun , I'll be studying like some sad bitch

'Jom la makan sama-sama , kira duit raya , main mercun semua'
'Takpe ye , saya nak belajar , terima kasih
-.-

Cheers darlin'

2009-09-15T08:46:00.000-07:00

Cheers darlin'
Here's to you and your lover boy
Cheers darlin'
I got years to wait around for you
Cheers darlin'
I've got your wedding bells in my ear
Cheers darlin'
You gave me three cigarettes to smoke my tears away

And I die when you mention his name
And I lied, I should have kissed you
When we were runnin' in the rain
What am I darlin'?
A whisper in your ear?
A piece of your cake?
What am I, darlin?
The boy you can fear?
Or your biggest mistake?

Cheers darlin'Here's to you and your lover man
Cheers darlin'
I just hang around and eat from a can
Cheers darlin'
I got a ribbon of green on my guitar
Cheers darlin'I got a beauty queen
To sit not very far from me

I die when he comes around
To take you home
I'm too shy

I should have kissed you when we were alone

What am I darlin'?
A whisper in your ear?
A piece of your cake?
What am I, darlin?
The boy you can fear?
Or your biggest mistake?
Oh what am I?

What am I darlin'?
I got years to wait

WOAW WOAW WOAW

2009-09-11T23:42:00.000-07:00

Still wanna play football baby ?

Baby you're so sweet you put Hershey's outta business

2009-09-11T21:58:00.000-07:00

Some shit I read in Seventeen which has 'Anas read it Anas read it' invisibly written all over it

Getting to it , too soon ! Why you do it ; It's normal to feel lonely when you first get out of a relationship , so you want to rush right back into another one . But if you fell like you need a boyfriend-any boyfriend-you wont pick the right guy

But I have found the right guy so whadyya wanna say bout thaaaaaat yo ma ?

Kayy I was watching The Rejects TV and I seriously can't get enough of Tyson Ritter

He is omfgloujeowenrfiweh HOT and damn bloody funny

And Hanisah told me that he broke up with his girlfriend of 7 years dayummn

HOW THAHELL DO YOU STAY TOGETHER THAT LONG ?

Now , show me your pair

2009-09-05T12:43:00.000-07:00

The first day I met you , what went through my mind was ;

'Ohh , I better stay away from him , he's a weird one'

A few days after that , we hung out again and I found out that

Ohh , he's a player . No wonder girls keliling pinggang . Huh

When you first texted me , I was like ,

Okaaaayyy , a big player but a bigger flirter -.-

After a few textes , we had some' some' going on

But I realised , naaah I had someone else in mind and I'm sure you did too

After a few break ups with other losers , you asked me to be yours

I accepted , but still wasn't sure for some reason

We broke up , and I was single for a few months ,

One day you joined my tuition , then I realised something

A few flirts here and there ,

Until you realised the same thing too :')

Yes I didnt like you before , heck , I didnt want to know shit about you

But now , all I can think about is

How I can still smell you on my clothes after spending only five mins with you , the way you look at me with that bloodshocking eyes , the way your arms wrap around me like it's gonna be the last time you see me , those gigi besi that somehow makes u oh so sexy HAHA , how you annoyingly bite me on my cheek and little kisses you give me between my eyes ;D

Cos after all , you're my wonderwall

You can't buy love on eBay

2009-09-05T09:55:00.000-07:00

Happy One Month Zain Azraai ,

I Love you like Kurt Cobain loves cocaine

I love the sun for days , the moon for nights and you , forever

2009-09-03T08:46:00.000-07:00

My head's gonna burst real soon now

REAL FUCKING SOON

It's like jumping into the swimming pool and expect not to get wet

Nice one ?

Stop , drop and roll

2009-09-02T23:58:00.000-07:00

So , I guess not sahur-ing since the first day of puasa paid off
I have lost a few pounds the last time I checked ze bloody scale
Not gonna tell you how many I lost , but yeah I did -.-
Cant wait for tomorrow , hopefully the mother izinkan go buka with him after tuition

FINALLY I have made up my mind about how I want my Raya baju to look like
And what colour it'll be
And how many there'll be
And what type it'll be
And where it'll be done MUAHAHA

Didnt go to school yesterday ,
Let's just say I was effing lazy and the mother pun malas nak hantar
Ashlee was all alone cos apparently Law didnt come either
BOO HOO :P
She had to sit with all them boys kesian kesian

HMM the mother has been taking the whole boyfriend thing well ,
She's been teasing me alot about it so I guess its okay
I HOPE IT IS
Dont wanna repeat the stupid mistake twice , mummy :)

♥ ♥ ♥ 3 more days to our first month , sayang
I know its nothing to brag about , but whattheheck

Your voice ,
Was the soundtrack of our summer ,
Do you know you're unlike any other ,
You're always be my thunder

Somethings are not for sale

2009-08-28T12:31:00.000-07:00

zainzainI says : b , i need to tell you smthng

Anas says : oh okayy , what ?

Anas says : is it smthng bad ?

zainzainI says : dunno

Anas : ohh :(

zainzainI : u wanna know ?

Anas : yeah , spill

zainzainI : I LOVE YOU

Despite how annoyed I was , I've never showed you how grateful I am to have you in my life , how lucky I am to have you understand and tolerate with my bloody behaviour .

Okaaaay , maybe I'm not treating you like how you deserve , but I think its maybe because

I've never felt this way before with any other guy . No wait , no guy has treated me this way FULLSTOP . Although many has warned about your flirty ways and your horny-ness , you've been nothing but sweet and lovable to me

So now , I declare never never ever to get mad at you all of a sudden because I saw you comment-flirting with some bitch and calling her cupcake and baybeh and whatef else asking her where she lives yadayadayada

Yes , i love you and I have to acccept this ways of yours but sometimes you gotta know how I feel about the situation , put yourself in my seat perhaps ?

IT BLOODY SUCKS KAN ? *devil face*

Maybe I should post a sign on my forehead that says , 'You have a girlfriend, remember ?' Atleast , act like you do

But trust me and by all means , everytime I see you from afar , my stomach still curls and its like i've fallen for you all over again ;D

Ohh ohh , I got this quote from this movie , Indecent proposal

And the ex wife was talking to the ex husband as she realised she still loves him

And I find it effing sweet ;

Diana : Have I ever told you I love you ?

David : No

Diana : I do

David : Still ?

Diana : Always ,

LEMME HEAR AN AWWWWWWW ;D

*I need to stop placing conversations as posts in my blog , it's becoming rather annoying , yes , to me

Kita lalui bersama ,

2009-08-27T09:37:00.000-07:00

Ika Fatiha , who turned 22 today

I FREAKING MISS YOU FATSO ,

♥

You got me saying'

2009-08-21T11:43:00.000-07:00

Cos if your love was all I have in this time ,

That will be enough till the end of time

2009-08-16T03:27:00.000-07:00

MTV WORLD STAGE kicked ass !

The original plan was to go with Hanisah but she had her brother's graduation so I went with TheBoyfriend and his friends instead

Met him in Topshop with Amiul and Addie and they tak makan lagi so we went to A&W

Sumpah I tell you them guys can eat !

After that we went to Starbucks and we saw people were queing up already but we still chilled cos Zain wanted to meet his sister for something

So we waited and waited *tried to call Ash and Mars tp tak sampai lagi* and waited

Then out of nowhere Aiman came and main keja2 ngan Zain cos he wanted Zain's cap -.- BOYS

We met Aimi and her bf , Nael , Syazwan , Putra and some other people

THEN FINALLY kakak Zain sampai and gave him whatever right at the time when they opened the gate for World Stage

We were running like crazy but then we had to queue AGAIN

Then suddenly Zain pandai sangat pegi buang ticket when we sampai to the second security to the beach

I hurriedly campak my ticket into his bag and I ran to Nael they all ahah

Luckily he got in (with my help !)

There weren't many people at first , but they piled up ofcos

Then it started raining , GRREEEAAAATTT

Seriously , Zain was so comel with the raincoat on hahaha

And he had this friend , Alif or Labu they called him who was extremely hilarious hahahaha

After like 850957363 hours waiting , they actually started , with Estranged

Rich aka the lead singer was so pushy and asked us to sit down so we did then he said JUMP so we did HAHA but there was no Itu Kamu :(

Then there was this break and the MTV Vjs came on and announced that Boys Like Girls was coming on next ! OMGOMGOMGOMG

Lovedrunk , Hero/Heroine and The Great Escape was awesome but Thunder was what I was waiting for !

Trust me there's nothing better than listening to a song like that by a band like them performing LIVE with you in your boyfriend's arms :)

After drinking down cans of Red Bull , watching the boys smoking sticks and sticks of ciggs , sitting down while staring at other people and sweating like shit , the break ended

And if im not mistaken , Raygun came on ?

I TELL YOU I TELL YOU I TELL YOU THE LEAD SINGER WAS OMFGIJHFJLKGJ HOT
When they announced that Pixie Lott was gonaa come on next , Zain and his friends were screaming their asses off like girls SERIOUSLY EMBARASSING

And Zain said , i mean screamed , "I LOVE YOU PIXIE LOTT!!"and his friends like kinda squeeze between him and tried to stand next to me cos they were weirded out by him

After another stupid break , this time Hoobastank came up

We weren't that fcuked out by them so we went to the back to like uhh sit down

MY ASS NEVER FELT SO GOOD TOUCHING THE WATERLESS POOL

Out of nowhere they sang 'Ghostbusters' -.-

Then the real reason why I've been standing and sweating shitless came up

THE ALL AMERICAN REJECTS BABY !

Zain , who in the first place was like so tired and complaining about his legs suddenly was hyper after the Red Bull kicked in

He was singing ever line and I thought I was crazy about them !

The AAR sang The Wind Blows which I never thought they would and Zain asked me if I wanted to sit on his shoulders , I said why not ? Heehe

I COULD SEE EVERYTHING ON HIS SHOULDERS AND I TELL YOU , TYSON RITTER WAS OHSOFREAKING HOT

They also sang It Ends Tonight , The Real World , Swing Swing , I Wanna and Gives You Hell

Zain made me the happiest girl that night <3

I decided to return him the favour by putting up with his energetic self when Kasabian came up

The lead singer , Tom Meighan cut his long hair and I was dissapointed

But I wasnt dissapointed listening to Underdog and Fire :D

They weren't that bad , no wonder the boys went crazy moshing

We listened to a couple more of their songs and we made our way out

I met Diyanah , Farrah , Sara and Arinah along the way too

I was sooooo tired I had to hugged them quickly and Zain was calling me to go

We went to Starbucks and bought a few cups of apple juice

SEDAP GILA BABI , TAPI SEBENARNYA THIRSTY -.-

I called the father , who was rather pissed (it ended at 1) to pick me up

Reached home , legs was hurting like shito

But ,

BoysLikeGirls+AllAmericanRejects+PixieLott+KASABIAN+Zain Azraai & his awesome friends+Raygun+Hoobastank+Estanged+7 hours JUST standing+Cans of Red Bull+Dancing with random not to mention freaky people+Shitless fun+Sweating like pigs

= BEST NIGHT OF MY LIFE

Me : Thanks for the best night I've ever had in my life . It was woth it going with you

Bf : Awwh yr welcome b . Hahah , best night of you life SO FAR :D

There's no one else I'd rather spend 9 hours with other than you , Zain

Zain Azraai ,

2009-08-13T06:27:00.000-07:00

You have made me fall hard , very hard for you
I didnt think I would feel this way again with anyone
You're my best friend , the one I know will always be there

I love the way you touch me,
Always sending chills down my spine
I love that you are with me ,
And glad that you are mine

I Love You , always have and forever will

Comeeee ahhhhh !

2009-08-10T07:21:00.000-07:00

HAPPY LAME-O BIRTHDAY-O TO ASHLEE-O

I Love You like ehmygawwd man you have no idea

The Bandar

2009-08-02T04:38:00.000-07:00

Whit :

So thats it ?

You just walk out ?

Jay :

Sorry , Whit

THE VERY NEXT DAY

Jay :

After being away ,

I realised I really really love you

I wanna be together

Was I too late ?

Whit :

You were too little too late

Sorry , Jay

Call me optimistic , but I smell scripted

Even with fake tears !

Touche'

2009-07-30T07:12:00.000-07:00

I need some kinda comfort food , with LOTSA cheese
I need my cousins , badly
I want the dress that I saw in F21 :( (for my cousin's next bday)
My dad's giving me a hard time , saying how I always go out on weekends
As if he doesnt play golf ALL DAY LONG
I ~~want~~ need A FREAKING NEW PHONE
I cant wait for World Stage :DDD
Hm

I need You-Know-Who
(who lost his bloody phone and punya susah for him to bloody online and well , actually just waiting fo him to call with his mum's phone cos he's in bloody tuition)

I made a poem for him , actually Ash and I did , heehe cant wait to give it to him this Friday !
I just realised that I really really need to lose weight too
Just the other day , 'someone' came up to me and said ,
ANAS , APA SPARE TYRE NIHH ? *while touching my hips*
-.-
I hope you know who you are cos you'll see , motherf , you'll seI'll be as skinny as a size 4
Till then , im gonna finish the last piece of cheesecake now HAHA

Still holding on

2009-07-25T07:58:00.000-07:00

zainzain says:
syg

Anas says:
bbbb

zainzain says:
=)

zainzain says:
how are you mi amor

Anas says:
GEDIK

Anas says:
hhahaha okay

zainzain says:
haha

Anas says:
IMY

zainzain says:
IMY MORRRRRRREEEEE

Somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong

It displays 'Gullible'

2009-07-24T10:36:00.000-07:00

Ashlee Pan Li-Ann im going to the bloody IU Day because of you
And because I wanna teman Mars ,
And because I wanna jumpa my baby Arinah Aishah
And I want free food
MUAHAHA
Now , if only I knew what to wear
HMM
The mother cant find anything to go with Ashlee's pants
So cross Ashlee's pants
~~Ashlee's pants~~
The mother suggested a maxi , but im tired of em'
The father suggested jubah -.-
Helpless family
I'll go with a blue top and my typical tights
TOTALLY PLAIN AND SIMPLE NO BOOM BOOM
Hhaha
I hope its worth my 20 bucks
I hope its worth my 6 hours
YES , 6 HOURS

DAMN YOU ASHLEEEEEE

Oh , look

Not the best picture of em' , but whattheheck ?
Im melting already
Breathe , Anas breathe

Your fly's up

2009-07-21T07:51:00.000-07:00

I have three wishes ,

I forgot what the other two was

Red Hot Devils

2009-07-18T10:01:00.000-07:00

Tide of Reds

Didn't know there were these many fans

'Glory glory Man United !'
'And the Reds go marching ON ON ON !'
:D

2009-07-16T07:38:00.000-07:00

I SERIOUSLY HAVE NOTHING TO BLOG ABOUT
YES I AM THAT IDEA-LESS
YES I AM THAT BORING
AND,

YES I AM THAT PATHETIC

Of Lagoon and Melaka

2009-07-13T06:07:00.000-07:00

Three words to sum up my weekend ;

Tired As Hell

But it was bloody worth it :D
I went on A ride I didnt even think I would ,
Scream Park
Whatthehell was I thinking you ask ? Well , I wasnt , thats the problem
My lovely amazing not to mention awesome cousins , Aubrey , Zarrah and Xandria forced me to go in with them
YES , FORCED AND THAT WAS ALSO WHAT THE 'SCREAM PARK MAN' DID
It wasn't that bad , although going in there was a total nightmare , I actually had fun
After screaming and cursing the whole 20 mins , I came out breathlessly
And I have to say , some of the 'prisoners' in Prison Break Live were good lookin' :P

We also went into Extreme Park which was well, extreme
I kayakked , paddled a swan and rode an ATV :D
SO NOT ME
Other than that , we swam, rode on rides and saw animals in Wildlife Park which was cool too
They had this small pony and it was uber cute but I forgot its name :(
That night we shared secrets and we went sneaked out with Zarrah's friends
They were cool , one of them was adorable
And i have to say I did something I regretted :'(

On Sunday evening Aubrey and I had to rush back home cos we were supposed to shoot to Melaka
I was so tired I slept all the way
Mummy said I looked like Katrina , the one-year-old gedik birthday girl , when I was a baby
I had to admit as well :P

We reached home around 2 am so there was no hope for me to go to school the next day
HAHAHAHA

(Overheard from the little cousins)
4, 3, 2, 1, who will be the strongest thumb ?
Wait, wait , its who will be the second strongest thumb
Why the second ?
Well, because God has the strongest thumb
But , God's not playing
-.-

Why ?

2009-07-10T08:22:00.000-07:00

Why you ? Why does it have to be you ?
You're not that diff from everyone else , I've met many people better than you
But somehow you're the only one who still makes my heart beats twice as fast
Its the adrenaline rush i feel when I put my little hand in yours
Warm feelings flow in me when you're holding me against you
I feel secure when you're with me , its like im in another world

As lame as all this may sound
I've been loving you all this while
Its quite funny because I just realised it

2009-07-09T08:39:00.000-07:00

I NEED TO SEE YOU AND WE NEED TO GET FATTER

Maturity's the way

2009-07-09T07:50:00.000-07:00

There has been a sudden realisation here
Apparently some people think that friendships happen with money
Without it , sorry man dont wanna be yo friend
Shooo

So my classmates' places has been changed
Except for me and Ash , we're still sitting together MUAHAHAH
But there are some people who're not happy bout it
They kept it to themselves
Except for this particular a hole
Grow up big-sized-P Diddy-wannabe

I hate it when someone dies
Especially if that someone's Michael Jackson
The 'King Of Pop'
Only when he dies , we hear people singing his songs
Especially me , sorry Ash :P
Haih haih haih

'Smile eventhough your heart is aching
Smile evnthough its breaking'

When they've got it all

2009-06-26T09:52:00.000-07:00

That is a Pulitzer Prize winning photo taen in 1994 during the Sudan famine
The picture depicts a famine stricken child crawling towards an United Nations food camp , located a kilometre away

The vulture is waiting for the child to die so that it can eat it
This picture shocked the whole world
No one knows what happened to the child , including the photographer Kevin Carter
who left the place as soon as the picture was taken

Three months later he commited suicide due to depression

Yes , lick your plates a holes

2009-06-20T12:14:00.000-07:00

I miss you , bestf
There I said it -.-

You know you wanna make one too

2009-06-20T09:25:00.000-07:00

Since Hari Koperasi is on Monday , me and Damien decided to buy stuff to sell on that particular day
Takkanla me and Damien je an , it'll be like super weird and awkward
I mean I dont even talk to him in class except for this past few days laaa haha
SO Mel and Vincent to the rescue ! :DDD
We were supposed to meet at 12 , the I postponed it to 2 because I woke up at 11.30 and I know that the boys had the interclass futsal that morning
And we won against Kappa man :P I mean them boys

We took a trolley and we we entered the oh-so-packed supermarket
It's suppeeerrr big it's like a city by itself with the floors and all
Shopping with the boys was fun , really really fun
They make fun out of everything
HAHAHA
I was laughing soo much :)

Oh yeah , we met the evil villain Pn Tan Pek Ngoh
No , we didnt meet her we actually just saw her from afar

After buying all the stuff , Damien had to go back
The mother sent Vincent and Mel home
Picked my brother up at Summit
Had Thai Corner for dinner
Picked the father up from the airport

IF ONLY I STILL HAD MY STOLEN PHONE I WOULD HAVE UPLOADED PICTURES BUT I DONT SO BOOHOO ME BUT I STILL TOOK SOME PICS WITH THE BROTHER'S OLD LAME ASS PHONE IM USING RIGHT NOW BUT I CANT UPLOAD THEM COS ITS LAMELAMELAMELAME

Peace out

Have you no heart ?

2009-06-19T08:34:00.000-07:00

How dare you ? Have you no concern about the people who loved you ?
How could you just leave us like that ?
Just for that sum of money ? Is that all you care about ?
MONEY ?!
Money doesnt bring all the happiness in the world you knowwwww
I feel so uggghhh , words cant describe how im feeling
So yeah ugghhh
I mean , you showed signs of you leaving , but I didnt think you would go that early
I guess I just loved you too much to not let you go
But still , why ?
Weren't you happy before ? Well , despite your innapropriate behaviour
What makes you think you're in better hands ? Better care ?
And what do you think all the people who loved you would think ?
Sometimes I feel you take your fame and popularity for granted
And , that smokin' , gorgeous , too-hot-to-handle , mind blowing body

Hope you're happy in Real Madrid ,
Hope you dont regret leaving Manchester United ,
Hope that 80 MILLION DOLLARS is worth it -.-
Nevertheless , I still love youu Cristiano Ronaldo

Ashlee Pan Li-Ann

2009-06-17T21:26:00.000-07:00

'When I get nervous , I put my hands under my armpits and smell em'like this'

Hell-o heaven

2009-06-17T19:11:00.000-07:00

Hi, my phone was recently stolen
-.-
Yes , my 6 months old 5800 Express Music
I curse the bloody bugger who stole it
Ok , no la , but
IT HAPPENED IN A FREAKING SURAU

Ok bye I need to buy food now

Bali

2009-06-10T09:06:00.000-07:00

I promised you a karangan about ze trip , here goes
Lets start with the arrival shall we ?

Okay first I wanna give credits to the airport
Its so El - Fresco
Its like not even an airport , like some villa

So after about an hour we arrived at Santiburi Resort
And hell yeah , we got a villa with a pooooooool :DDD
This is how the pool looks like

Uhuh

So after checking in , unpacking and stuff , we went for lunch
Okay , lemme give you a headstart
EVERY FOOD PLACE OR RESTAURANT HERE IS LIKE OLE OLE BALI OHKAY
The prawns , the squids , crabs are super duper fresh
But we wont dare to eat the meat here
Cos ada tmpat ni you turn around there'll be like a sign saying
'Babi pangang' HAHA
So the mother insisted on a seafood diet while we're there
GREAAAT
After lunch the brother wasted no time in jumping in the pool
So i took pics out of boredom

Second day started with breakfast by the beach
Then off to town to spend all the money in the world
There were a few dresses that came to my liking , but the father said it wasnt worth it
So i made him promise to buy me better ones in Msia
He smiled , sarcastically
Had lunch and dinner in town , the food was unbelievable
Walked along the beach at night , cleared my mind off some stuff :D

Third day maybe the best for me ,
Started with breakfast then went for a swim
Met the sweetest one year old named Lou Anne
She's so cute and she has the most piercing blue eyes
And her French's so fluent for a one year old
But it was so funny because we couldnt understand a word she said
We just played with her and French parents really trust other people with their children sampai we bawak her to the beach and to the playroom semua

On the same day , my mum and I went for the FREE , YES , FREE spa treatment
I went for the Balinese massage and Aroma Steam Bath as well as the Avocado Ylang facial
The mother took the Anti Aging Package HAHA
It was all good :)
We spent a good 3 hours
Dinner then by the beach , with lobsters teehee

Next day , balik time :(
I really really didnt want to go home but whattodo ?
Hmph , the father promised we'll be coming again
With more money , ofcourse

He speaks French

2009-06-08T04:24:00.000-07:00

So im in this internet cafe in the central of Bali and wow
The speed here is really really fast
Im not really sure how fast cos I cant really count the megabytes or kilobytes
But yeah its fast

Damn I gtg now , I'll write the karangan about the trip pretty soon
With pictures, ofcourse
Now ive gtg , the father sent his story already
My stomach's grumbling
Gonna try to find some halal food
And tomorrow im going scuba diving :D

Pray for me no sharks pls HAHA

Abracadabra

2009-06-06T10:11:00.000-07:00

Parade isnt the ol' Parade anymore , na ah
Its full of people who is somehow amazed by magic
No , serious , performed by magicians around the world
Some were good , really good , some were okay and some were just weird -.-

Like hello ? I mean how does a string of paper becomes a dove ? CREEPY

I got bored watching the show , so my brother and i went to the workshop
ANd there was this korean magician with this big blonde spiky greasy hair
EWW muka mcm Naruto

But , there was this table and there were two guys behind it
And they were performing infront of a small group of people
We were watching from afar and damn they were good
My brother pulled me nearer and nearer and nearer
Thank god they spoke english

Then tetiba lak kan he asked me to tap on a small cup-a-like thingy kan , tetiba
So i did and he said 'There's nthng in there right ?'
I said , 'Obviously' and some people laughed hihih
Then he tapped it
OUT CAME FLOWERS MAN , not the real one , BUT STILL
They were prettttyyy

Next , he asked me to unlock this lock with a code
People were looking , I felt so dumb, i couldnt unlock it haha
Then , well , here goes

Magician ; What's yr name , lady ?
Me ; Anastasia
Magician ; Nice name , suits you
Me ; (blushing stupidly) Thankss
Magician ; So failed to unlock it there missy ?
Me ; Yup , its too hard
Magician : How old are you dear ?
Me ; Im just sixteen
Magician ; So you were born in 1993 right ?
Me ; Yeah ?
Magician ; Put that on the code there , dear
(I tried 1993 and yes, you've guessed it , it unlocked ! People were amused but I assumed it already)
Magician ; Wow , you really are 16 (smiles)
Now he picked up this wand and said
Magician ; If you shake this and something happens , im gonna marry you in two years
time

YOU SHOULD HAVE SEEN MY FACE WHEN HE SAID THAT

Nothing happened and he said ,
'I was so close to calling my mum and telling her the good news'
HAHAHA funnay
Oh yeah , he shaked it and it dissapeared
I smiled and walked away

Did i mention he was cute ? AS IN blonde with blue eyes ? :D

Getaway

2009-06-03T12:05:00.000-07:00

I'm finaallyyyy getting out of Malaysia
Oh yes yes yes
Well , just for 4 days laah , but still man
I mean im not being dramatic and all man
But cmon man , the weather's EHMYGAWDDD man
Im sleeping with the aircond on full blast man and the fan turned on i can still sweat the next morning man
I FREAKING BATHE 5 TIMES A DAY NOW MAN
I can even sweat while im just standing , yes , UNBELIEVABLE, man

Who am I to complain, other countries are worse

Hoo , but when im all grown up , im gonna move , oh yes , you heard me, move to
HMM I havent decided yet , prolly Australia since it has the best cooked fish :D
Or States , but nowhere near Thailand or Indonesia no way

Better get going , need to start packing
Nice to know you, Malaysia
I'm bloody off to Bali :D

Pictures coming soon to a ~~cinema~~ blog near you

Playlist

2009-06-01T11:01:00.000-07:00

Since the New Moon trailer has finally previewed , I couldnt stop watchng it
And today i forced my mum to buy the Twilight original DVD
I shouldnt have done both of it

Because last year my cousins and I promised to ourselves that we wont get hooked on the 'Twilight Fever' (as we call it) anymore , cos well , its soooo
OVERPOWERING
It has been distracting us from our studies adn other stuff y'know
So we promised ,to not think about it until the New Moon movie comes out

AS IF

Yes , my cousins are gonna kill me
But c'mon , how can you resist ?
The rush of adrenalin that flows through my body when I even look at Edward Cullen
I am officially in love
But I dont think im the only one , am I ? :P

Oh yea , bumped into an exboyf today
Well , my mum bumped into him , i was paying something
But he waited AWWWW

Aww my ass
He was , weird as always
My mum scolded me for breaking up with him

'Why dont you date him, mum ?'
'No no , he's too young'

Mum , you would have broken his heart as how I would
It runs in the family , kannnn ?

My middle name's not Carlos

2009-05-31T10:26:00.000-07:00

Its fat, yes , FAT
Ok , lets see what song we sang today ?
HM
Mother wanted to buy shoes so we went to Mid Valley
She fancied nothing , yes , nothing in MEGAmall
But father bought a pair from Ashworth
The brother decided to watch a movie , I called dibs on Terminator
He wanted Monsters Vs Aiens -.-
All of us decided to go Curve/Ikano/Ikea/Cineleisure
To just watch a movie
I wanted too because I liked the smell of Ikea's furniture teehee

So we arrived and some of us were hungry (just me presents some OKAY)
Father was being generous so we lunched at Fridays
I ate alot , yes desserts and all
Then we walked all the way down to Cineleisure
Ofcourse along the way the bazaar stopped me
Mother bought shades , so I did too heehe

Monster Vs Aliens' time didnt suit us
So Terminator it was
OMG I SAW ARNOLD SCHWAZENHNEEGERAJIHGJEO NAKED :o

Luckily he wasnt wearing anything , if not ,
Govenor Of California showing his dudu in a movie WOAW
It was okay , too many violence
Christian Bale was hot as ever , he was the only reason why I wanted to watch it
I still dont like robots cos I cant stand machines

The father was still being generous so I wanted new shoes
And he bought me two :DDDD
A pair of Mary Janes and pumps NICEEE
The brother made a face and he wanted new shoes too
So all of us got new shoes
Except mother who was the one who really needed new pairs
Father promised her tomorrow she can chuck my brother and I to my cousins house and she can spend all the money she want
Ofcourse she's not gonna spend em' on shoes only -.-
NOTFAIRNOTFAIRNOTFAIRNOTFAIR

But its ok , my cousin has a Wii and Xbox360
House of Dead III here i come

Ended the day with the atmosphere and delicacies of Sri Hartamas

Mother; 'Why is she wearing that pleated headband on her forehead , is she
trying to be a hippie or something?'
Father; 'No no , She has a headache'

You foolish figure

2009-05-30T09:24:00.000-07:00

Well so far , I have did some shit that I regretted
I fought with the mother
It was like World War III , only our weapons were screams and door slammings
I told her I had a problem , a rather disturbing problem
Instead of telling me what I should do , hug me and comfort me
She pulls out the worst in me
And you know mums , they start shoving in stuff down your throat that has nothing to do with what we were fighting about
But some of em' were true , ofcourse
Konklusinya I said sorry but she still didnt care and lock herself in her room
I just didnt bother and went back to sleep

But the next day I could feel her cold Chanel lipstick lips pressed against my cheeks
And before I can wake up to say goodbye to her
She left for her classes

Ditto

2009-05-30T07:48:00.000-07:00

I'll be seeing you soon , baby , very soon

Different Kinds

2009-05-22T21:49:00.000-07:00

Ever wonder why life's being so unfair and cruel ?
Well thats just the way it is , and to me , ada jugak hikmah disebaliknya :D
You see , we girls have needs right ?
Due to the upcoming trends and the growth of our human body
So I asked the father some time ago if I could get some new clothes
And guess what ?
Instead of taking me and buying em' , he bought some other stuff
Stuff that woahhhh , really unreasonable lah
He bought an LCD tv for his bathroom THAHELLLL kan ?
And connected the Astro with it
And his poor daughter still needs clothes
-.-
-.-
But like I said ,ada hikmah disebaliknya , I'm gonna bathe there and hear songs from MTV from now on
HAHAHAHAH suckaah

sabrena

2009-05-22T10:52:00.000-07:00

Hm , this girl YA ALLAH lawa babi , sweet as romantic shit , the best friend anyone could ever have , the best gf any boy would ever have

And jokes dia walaupun suka kutuk org , kelaka gak akhirnya hahha
Crush dia haih , beribu ribu , kejap satu , satu , but will never last long
Sebab suka give up sangat , dia tknak try
You never know wehh , putih pucat , never know
Party girl to the fullest , she can boogayh baby !
She's one of the best lastmen any hockey team would ever have , sweep dia bapak kau

Has the biggest heart , very2 loving , kalau sayang , mmg sayang
Tapi kalau benci , woaw , f off bitches hahaha
And she has this singing voice that darn near melts your heart :P

Eh aku rindu kaunya pelukan mesra dan ciuman basah HAHAHA

Ok i menang haha ,
Yela , sayang dia jugak la

SANGAT :P

homecoming

2009-05-21T10:24:00.000-07:00

I fcuked my American cunt
I loved my English romance
It was dirty a dream came true
Just the way I like it she's got nice tits
It was perfect , a dream came true
Just like a song by Blink 182

I swear to god that's a song

all the shiznits out there

2009-05-21T09:00:00.000-07:00

Oh yes , the Mid Terms has finally ended
Go figureeeeeee :DDD

No , no recount

2009-05-21T07:08:00.000-07:00

And your American Idol 2009 is
Kris Allen -.-
You should have seen my face , I literally cried , literally
My dad was like , 'Aww , its okay , you wanna know something , Adam was a winner a long time ago, they know how humble , underdog-gish , down to earth Kris is , so they just let him win , let him have the fame , cos Adam's already a SUPERSTAR'

That was from my dad , wait till you hear from my mum ;

'P****mak ! Kris suara pecah dorang kasi menang , something's wrong with America I tell you , waste of time watching this , real waste of time'

But I must tell you , the performances was awesome , especially the ones from KISS , Carlos Santana , Black Eyed Peas and Cyndi Lauper WOWWWEEE :D

I cheered up after seeing how my parents reacted and I believed them , although Kris is the 2009 American Idol , like what David Cook did , he had to gave away his title , so Kris will do the same next year , give it up

But Adam will be a SUPERSTAR forever and ever and ever

And ever

'Ahaha , I wn loserhh'
'Yes , you won , but we'll wait till next year if you'll still be winning'

frankly dear , i dont give a damn

2009-05-16T07:50:00.000-07:00

Okay , dont even think about me writing some shit about my mid terms here
Because of the fact that I've not been studying at all
And I think I did badly badly like BADLY , really really badly
God knows how badly
Heh
So now im gonna stop talking about this and move on
Okay
Moving on........... Moving moving

Just got back from Hartamas watching MU with the father and the brother
So many people were there , all MU fans , obviously
And many ppl were shisha-ing , and the father asked what were they smoking
I said , 'I dont know'
He said , 'Isit ganja or some sort of bong?'
I lied , 'seriously dad , i dont know' HAHAHAHA
Then kononnya I covered my mouth with my baju mcm tak tahan the bau
DAMN im a good faker
Although they won the Premier League I had to agree they played BADLY
Like my mid terms ngahaha

Adam Lambert's in the final , thank god for that
And Danny got out , thank god for that either
So , its Lambert and Allen for the finals
I dont know why Kris is still trying , EVERYONE KNOWS Adam's gonna win :D
He's the RAI :0
(that's Real American Idol , learn it , live it , love it )

SO what now ?

hit

2009-05-08T20:50:00.000-07:00

Maybe , just maybe Im the only one with feelings here
And im not gonna make it a big deal and put it all out here
BUT ,
I just wanna say something
Im not trying to make your 'senior years' hell ,
But sometimes I just want you to be considerate , think
Before you do something ,
Think how it will make me , no , other people feel
By doing stuff you think its a 'small matter' , well its not
And be there for me , when I need you
BECAUSE last time I checked , I only have you in the class
I dont go well with others , maybe you do but I dont
So at that time , if I was ever oh-so-dramatic crying slamming door showing ass ,
Its because I was remembering how miserable I was in 3 Omega ,
How badly I was treated , how many things have been done on me in 2008
You know how it was right ?
Again , Im sorry if I was a pain or an annoyance ,
Maybe I just dont belong where I am now
Since I've lost you-know-who
You're the only one i've got , I've been pouring it out on you

Why don't you take a picture of that ?

adamantium

2009-05-01T09:43:00.000-07:00

Damn i like the way that sounds HAHAHA , if you have watched Wolverine , you might know what im talking about :D
OKay , lets review what happened today shall we ?
Went to OU (finally) with Zaf , Aliah and Nat , Mun was supposed to come but ummm ?
Anyways , had lunch at Delicious ohhhhh i tell you i was smiling all the way
I couldnt help but order the Lemon Meringue Pie and Aliah ate Lasagna and Zaf ate the Mama Beef Spaghettini ntah abenda , while Nat was cutting her hair
She was so beautiful after the haircut , it really brought up her EYES :D
And me , being me , after tgk benda lawa dia pun nak
So now i got bangs
BAngs
BANgs
BANGS !
Hahahaha , then we went to catch the Wolverine movie which was fantabulous
HUGH JACKMAN IS HOT I TELL YOU HOT HOT HOT
With the adamantium claws , woahh
After the movie , we had to go to Zaf's house cos Aliah's mum is picking us up there
When I arrived , my cousins was there
And they were hyper like really really hyper
So we danced
And danced till 12
And i think i almost fainted

And Aliah just because your thighs are bigger than mine , you're still the BUDAK KECIK

Oh , look ,

more than words

2009-04-29T08:46:00.000-07:00

Okayyy , The Fat Girl has completely forgotten about The Lemak
Since dah ada cool new friends and the hot hot boyfie kaaan ?
:(

Fine , fine be that way
Lupa dah dulu we use to do everything together ,
Mandi (oopss HAHA ) , makan , had the best sleepovers , late night gossiping about practically anything , watched tevee , DANCED , SANG , kacau people espcially Kekka , haihh
And and sapelah yang held yr hand when you had your braces put on ?
ME JUGAK ;/
Yelaaa , that was dulu , now kan dia dah 'cool'
Kita tak cool nak buat camna ?

IF I DONT SEE YOU THIS MAY HOLIDAYS I AM GONNA PUTUS TALI PERSAUDARAAN

takin' back my love

2009-04-28T02:42:00.000-07:00

I know some of you are concern and all ,
But mostly some of you just wanna stick you noses into other people's business
Seriously , I'll be ok , so you dont have to come running to me and ask ,
'Anas, you okay ?'

I mean ,

Its just a break up
Not someone died or something , im not even shedding a tear HAH

5

2009-04-28T01:55:00.000-07:00

I am officially a vivid Manchester United fan
Not that I wasnt before , but I was secretly liking Liverpool dulu
Because of Torres *HOT
But now ,
Red Devil all the way baby
After the first half , I was actually kinda giving upon them because Tottenham was leading two nil
After Ronaldo scored the header goal ,

Dad ; Thi is why Manchester United's the number one team in EPL
Me ; No , dad this is why Ronaldo's the number one player in the world

HEHEHE
And Lawrence , you better get ready em' bucks for Sakae Sushi
Cos Mu's gonna trash Arsenal this Thursday :P

AND A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WONG MUN YEE , THE COOLEST DUDETTE EVER :D

burning up

2009-04-19T04:35:00.000-07:00

Okay , like Malaysia couldn't be any hotter
I had my Sports Day today , at MPSJ and I had to be there like super early
7 am -.-
I dont even go to school that early okayy
So i picked up Aqilah , and off we were to MPSJ
When we arrived I saw some of my group members so we didnt have to you know call people and cari-cari , god knows how many ppl was there

I was carrying the brownies around with Alyaa
And Alhamdulillah they were sold in a split second
Because they were really really really yummy

THE WEATHER REALLY LOVED ME, I BARBECUED UNDER THE HOT SUN

And Aliah was running so I was excited to cheer for her ! YEAY HAHA
Although she didnt get the 4x400 because there was this runner who was really slow
She got second for her 4x100 ! I was cheering for her like mad !
And Azhad ran too , but I didnt get to see cos we went to Taipan Srry Azhad !

Movin on , we ate at KFC , and I met an old friend there , Syamil but he was really sombong so jyeahhh :(
And rooftop was nice cos we went there right after the rain so it was cold and wet

And Ashlee met THE SLAPPER
HAHA we were bitching about her and I think she heard some of it
Cos she was turning her head around looking at us
As if we do give a shit HAH

My mum was picking me up late , so I had to go to Ashlee's house
And I met her doggie dog , Duke who was absocutely cute
Cmon , it was a Hush Puppy ! :D

i have another boyfriend

2009-04-18T07:12:00.001-07:00

Although he's Gay , he's smokin'
And cmon , how often do you get someone with a voice that amazing ?

of cupcakes and brownies

2009-04-18T03:20:00.002-07:00

Oh hello ! I just got back from Aqilah's house baking cupcakes as well as brownies and they were damn good (:
Like seriously , it turned out FANTASTICO
And of course , we took some pictures and ate and watched Enrique's performance (well , it WAS Aqilah's house) HAHA

Sports Day here we come !

fast and furious ?

2009-04-11T12:06:00.000-07:00

Haha hello , had a good night today
Well , knowing my family , I thought we'd be staying in and do nothing
I definitely thought wrong
Well , at around 7 , my aunt invited us for lunch at Shogun
Knowing me with Japanese food , my mum agreed
The food was fantabulous :DD
I thought the night was over ,

I thought wrong again
My uncle invited us to watch football at his house
So we went there and here comes the best part ,
There was my brother and a few of my guy cousins
Older cousins
That has driving licenses
And turbo cars
And loud music in the cars
so imagine from Pyramid to USJ 11
They raced and before they started they were like mocking the rempits , saying
'Lu ingat kereta kau tu power ke bai haaa bai oh bai ? , Gua nya lagi power la'
And I was in the backseat in one of the cars , laughing my ass off
Not for long , they WERE SO FAST , I THINK MY HEART DROPPED
And the music was blasting
I THINK MY EARS DROPPED TOO
Sigh , boys will be boys
And padan muka kau Anastasia gatal sangat nak ikut
In a split second , We reached the house
Bla bla bla
As usual , Manchester United won

And to the boyfriend , yes I do Love You , very much
But not as much as I Love Federico Macheda

wth

2009-04-10T10:16:00.000-07:00

There are some people in my life right now that are being really really difficult
And they think I dont give a shit , by how I'm acting carelessly
Its because they dont know how i really feel
They will just keep on saying , 'dont worry , everythings gonna be okay again'
This time I feel like it wont

No matter how
Many , many of them do not understand how I FEEL , because they dont know what im going through
It hurts , badly
It effing does OKAY
And right now I have this bloody flu thats really killing me
I feel like cabut-ing my nose

P/S You keep on reminding me about what YOU wrote in my book
I should be doing the reminding now huh ?

I feel shitty

Hot Eggs

2009-04-07T09:25:00.000-07:00

Okaaaaay so I have this song stuck in my head
And its frustrating cos I dont even like it
Cos its making my head spin right round right round

Today wasn't a bad day for me , (Apr 7) well , despite the fact that
you know , I had school , other than that , um not bad
Went to school , was kinda hyper
Came back , Mum suddenly made this decision that we have to go to Melaka
So we did , and im right now in the garden in my aunt's place yes , in Melaka
Its really hot here , i can fry eggs on the laptop
My brother's playing around with my cousins , mothers and fathers are talking
Im like so alone cos no one's on the same age
ALONE
ALONE
I think I better go in before I get sunburnt again and look like Carrot Top

Reunite

2009-04-04T07:58:00.000-07:00

Today when I was planning to go to my Aunt's house but then suddenly when I woke up
Everyone was still asleep
So I went online
NO ONE WAS ONLINE
Why ?
Because it was 8 freaking am in the morning -.-

So I switch on the teeveee instead
And nothing was on too

Boring boring

I am at my aunt's now
NOT so boring
Met my cousin who's from Singapore , Sarah who i badly miss
And Aunt Za Elizabeth, her mother
Also , Kwan , my soon to be cousin-in-law
Who's Thai :O

Its 1 am now and suprisingly im not sleepy
But my dad's nagging so buhbyeee

P/s You know i'll never leave you right sayang ?

Fugitives

2009-04-03T21:57:00.000-07:00

So

I lost a bestfriend and I gained a boyfriend
That sucks huh
Although ,

I love my boyfriend

I still need my best friend
Knew where she went ?
Neither did I

Foul play

2009-03-27T10:21:00.000-07:00

Nuff said ,

Damn

2009-03-21T10:15:00.000-07:00

HAve you ever had that phase in your life where you
You suddenly cry without any reason at all
And had the rage too ?
Because of something small , but you continued to cry
Because of that geramness feeling , you couldnt stop
Even when you want to
But just couldnt

Depression , yeah THAT

I think i might have that

To Natalia ,

2009-03-21T08:34:00.001-07:00

CAN YOU GET YOUR FREAKING ASS HERE BACK TO MALAYSIA ?

Thank You

I'll wrap you in my arms

2009-03-21T07:47:00.000-07:00

Woot woot woot
Had a bittersweet weekend
The sweet was ofcourse , Zafira's sleepover which was unforgettable
Obviously because there was Aliah , Ash , Mars and ofcourse Zaf herself
And there was two little monkeys , Zaf's nieces , Zarlea and Zarleen
Who were absocutely cute
They're like a splitting image of their mom
Beady eyes , curly hair , get the picture ? :)

Okay the bitter part was what happen after the sleepover
We had hockey , OF COURSE
Since the tournament's on uhh Wednesday ?
We've been practising like mad tak ingat dunia
And the best part is , im on evaluation LIKE HOW **** IS THAT ?
Takpe takpe , I'll keep my cool HAHA

I had a fight with the whole family
Cmon , any right mind would think that after sports , its best to go home
And rest
And MANDI
And eat

But noo , my family had other plans of course
Straight away from Bangsar Turf went to Pyramid
Hahahaha takpe I thought atleast I get to sleep while watching Race To Witch Mountain
NO
While watching , I had the worst bodyache and leg cramps as well as a migraine
My head was spinning because the sound was too loud
And after the movie ,
My dad was being careless about me and my painS
And he was walking too fast I couldnt catch up sebab sakit
The mother was nowhere to be seen with the brother

So I geram I went to the carpark and waited
WAITED
WAITED
Then , my dad came and he was like
'Why did you leave me ?!'
Didnt say a word , nopefully my face said it all
Shut up all the way through home
Everyone's pissed at me now
Imagine THAT

Then again , who am I to complain

Too shitty to have a title

2009-03-21T06:25:00.000-07:00

I think im gonna die
I feel like my time's up and you never know
Bye bye Anas

I feel so Anna Nicole Smith right now

For the first time since 5 freaking years

2009-03-14T23:55:00.000-07:00

Yes , yes we all have seen it , MU has in fact been beaten by Liverpool
Obviously because United has pity on Liverpool , so they let them win
OBVIOUSLY
Remember 4 is just a number , MU's still leading the EPL
So dont get over excited Liverpool
Whatever it is , you're still behind MU

And I'll always be a Red Devil

Time to shine

2009-03-14T04:39:00.000-07:00

Have you ever had that feeling when there's a million of people around you
But somehow you are alone , just you ?
Yeah , that feeling
Thats what I feel now , Alone
Just me
Me me me me me
ME
Glad you aint me huh ?
-.-

I've changed my template

2009-03-14T00:04:00.000-07:00

YAY !
I feel sooo oo o
Proud
Hahaha
And and , Happy Belated Bday to Diyanah
ILY babee

And to my dad too
Happy Belated Bday Daddy<3

Asif he would read this hahaha

Missing In Action

2009-03-08T05:56:00.000-07:00

Where have you been ?
They said you moved overseas without telling us , why'd you do that ?
We went down to Penang for Christmas ,
Suddenly *poof* You dissapeared
They said you went because Aunt married some guy from there
And you need some peace
Huh
But you left us just like that ?
And now I've found you from your birthday wish
Why'd you left without telling us ?
Why would you even leave ?

Im missing you , Natalia Christianna Chanteline Carlos

Weekenders

2009-03-07T07:38:00.000-08:00

Too bad , so sad

2009-03-06T07:26:00.000-08:00

E X A M I S O F F I C I A L L Y O V E R

And it feels damn good

I think im inlove too ?

Happy Birthday To Me

2009-02-28T00:03:00.000-08:00

I feel good turning sixteen

But sadly , im kinda like the oldest among all my friends ,

HAIH

Had the best birthday everrrrr

Lunch at Swensens with the friends , dinner at Fridays with the family

But what I didnt expect was the so-called-ice cream-birthday-cake

That was brought from Aiman, yes , Aiman Azhar

He told the guy who works there who he kinda knew to bring the ice cream that has candles with it to me , since it was my birthday (:

Really didnt think he would do that huh ?

Aiman , you tha bommb <3

All and all , thanks you guys fr the lovely love love lovely celebration

Appreciated it ;D

And you're gone

2009-02-22T05:25:00.000-08:00

Went to a funeral today , a Christian one that is , not that it mattered -.-
Met a whole lot of people who's supposed to be my somehow-related family

I MEAN ALOT

The coffin was there and I saw him smiling , resting in peace
And I met Andrew Dragon (who's superbly hot now , I know ure reading this , I told you to HAHA)
Also met a second cousin and she was like ,
"Hye , im Stacia Ann , my name's like the cartoon Anastasia but its terbalik"
And I was like ,"Ohh , im Anastasia "
And we both laughed HARD because she didnt know that was my name
Cool enn ?

May you rest in peace , GrandUncle Cecil Dragon<3

" What if I told you instead of getting older , Im getting younger than everyone else ? "

2009-02-21T13:16:00.000-08:00

Watched a midnight movie , Curious Case Of Benjamin Button starring Brad Pitt *swoon

And Cate Blanchett who was extremely beautiful

The movie was very very intelligent , touching and overpowering at the same time

It left me at the edge of my seat , with tears of course

I think im in love

In rage

2009-02-19T23:17:00.000-08:00

Sometimes there are things you do that you dont think really makes me wanna kick you up the arse
But I am just a girl
What can a girl do to you ?

As we breathe

2009-02-19T23:05:00.000-08:00

We listen to the song here in our hearts, like sand washing against the oceans , like winds below the clouds , as we breathe we think ahead

Screw the last post

2009-02-14T08:53:00.000-08:00

I've never had a better Vday , seriously (:
And I really do not need a boyfriend or a male companion to celebrate the particular day with , especially the kind of guys we have out there :S
We had alot of fun , ate at TGI and went to Coffee Bean after , went back around 11.30 ?
Hahhahha , we couldnt stop looking at this waiter at TGI who's INCREDIBLY GOOD LOOKING and credits to Farah cos he saw him first , good taste babe !
And there were some ppl that didnt bring enough money and we had to share and Aliah was counting and she was really funny HAHAHAH I still love you
At Coffee Bean , we played some lame games and had fun fun fun

After all this , I realised Vday is the day that we really should spend it with the ones you love , whether its Family or Friends . Im grateful to have you guys in my life (:

Not in the picture , My Sayang Hanisah ILY

Valentines

2009-02-13T08:41:00.000-08:00

Maybe not the day for me , Hell I dont even want to celebrate it ANYMORE
This effing hurts , badly

Hoki again yaaaayyy -.-'

2009-02-08T05:00:00.000-08:00

It was like being in an oven where there was no off button while on the turf
What could get worst ?
Oh jyeah , a FRIENDLY MATCH :/
Gila laaaah , we played against St John's school and damn they're good HAHA
But then , still seri :D
After the match , we bathed and me and Alyaa mandi tgether again :P
Then I had to naik the KTM home cos I told my dad that I was supposedly going to the Pertama Complex , whivh we didnt bodoh gilaaa
But then the KTM was okay , there wasnt that much people so cam I got to sit down YAY
Then we went to makan at Cili Padi sedaap
Thats all im bloody tired

Take me with you

2009-02-07T03:13:00.000-08:00

Shoutout to the most wonderful woman on earth ,

Although we have only been friends for a year (actually much less than that :P) , you were there when I needed you , you gave me confidence when no one else was there for me ,
With much appreciation I thank you (:
I have no idea why you made the decision to go to where ? Ohh yeah ,
MAKTAB RENDAH SAINS MARA TAIPING
Take care and and jgan lupa sembahyang
I know you will achieve and do great thing there ,
And hahah jumpa lelaki yg better ! :P

Overall , I will Miss You and I'll always Love You ,
Rus Aqilah

In other words ,

2009-02-07T02:51:00.000-08:00

Woaaaw its been ages huh ?
I think my blog is dead and I think Im dying as well
Haha emo tetiba

Okayy moving on , lets review what happened these past few days yeeahh ?
First , there was the school , then the tuition , then the uhh ?
Pretty bored dont u think life is

Music to my ears

2009-01-31T08:40:00.000-08:00

Woaawwww hockey was like dabombbb !
You wanna know why wanna know why ?
Cos it rained woohoooooo :P HEAVILY OHH JYEEAAAH
And and the best part was we dapat main the hujan and the bola wasnt coming to us that much
Hahahaa , so me Hanisah Aliah Sara Alyaa Farah Dalilah enjoyed the rain like hell
After that we went to mandi and me and Alyaa mandied together :D HAHA
What a great dayyy

I agree with Aliah babyy hockey is getting fun (:

STREESS

2009-01-30T09:38:00.000-08:00

Mygod , today was like the worst I think
My mum has been pressuring me like gila
And I had tuition today , TWICE
And I dapat tahu something that happened behind my back that really pissed me off -.-'
And Tomorrow ada hoki , again so cam kena wake up early , AGAINN
And the father's accusing me of something which I didnt do at all
I am soo stressed like seriously , I've found a strand of white hair on me
And I have no idea why on earth Im telling you this
Keep it to yourself then alright ? ;)

Al-Fatihah

2009-01-29T08:35:00.000-08:00

Was watching a video about the Palestinian sufferings made by Israelis
Damn those Israelis , dammmmnnnn
The worst part is they target and attack MOSTLY ON THE WOMEN AND CHILDREN
So they wont you know , manipulate ?
Have a brain , they say
Have a heart , I say

Its those kind of days

2009-01-28T10:05:00.000-08:00

When you realised you have only A brother to love

Tuition

2009-01-28T09:22:00.000-08:00

Went to Physics and Chem tuition today , met Rus haha I Love Her (:
I've been swimming alot lately like from Sunday Monday Tuesday and I HOPE ive been losing some calories , HAHA
And the chlorine did something to my hair -.-
It looks like its curly and really really dry
I need to put a mask on the hair , fr crying out loud
I need to get one NOW

p/s There's this new thing babe , its called TRUST keep that in mind will you ?

Apahal ?

2009-01-27T01:57:00.000-08:00

Does it annoy you that I went out with her ?
Wasnt you who helped us got back together ?
Are you trying to make a scene ?
Saje nak provoke orang kan , apahal laaaa ?
Luckily you wont be here anymore soon (:

Ice Skating , Sara , seriously ?

2009-01-26T08:41:00.000-08:00

'nas skating jm' That was the msg I got from Sara Sabrena Osman . So I asked the mother not knowing how she would react
Well , she bagi pergi pulak so I got ready and told Sara I can go
So I went to Pyramid and I asked Sara where she wan and she's still kat rumah lagi 10 mins bru nak keluar -.-
So cam fiiiinnneeee I went Guardian bought sweets and topup
Otw , Sara asked to check the skating rink whether it was open or not
So I did , and there was no one :/ I msged Sara and told her
Little did I know it was actually open and they were cleaning it so I quickly texted Sara back and she was relieved

Sara , Aiman and Arina arrived minutes later . Met them at Starbucks and off we went
OK A LITTLE ADVICE HERE , DO NOT SKATE ON FESTIVAL SEASONS BECAUSE IT COSTS ALOT MORE THAN THE NORMAL PRICE
Which in this case it costed around RM23 , and if im not mistaken usually it is about RM15 ?
So they like untung around RM8 . HAHA

After paying , we dapat the shoes which was like so damn beraaaatttt
And Ya Allah punya susah nak pakai the kasut , god knows how I suffered
Aiman had to help me haha
Thanks man

So we skated , mulamula memang ah rasa nak jatuh
Tapi lamalama with the help of the darling Arinah Athirah , I succeded YAY !
Aiman seperti biasa , berlagak laju nak mampos sampai nak kena tarik orang la kan
Jalan dgn dia pun punya la laju sampai celahcelah org pun nak masuk
Last last dia yg jatuh jugaaaaakkk HAHAHAHAH
We raced and we spun around and we tried to avoid people and we laughed at people who jatuh
Hahaha kesian gila

After skating , we went to meet dodin , redza , putra and a few guys I dont know sorry !
Aiman introduced to me this snack named XXL Chicken which was in Asia Avenue which was deep friend in loadsss of oil and I mean LOADS
Then it was smothered in paprika and salt and pepper which made it more umm whats that word ? UNHEALTHY
BUT DAYYUUMMM IT TASTED GOOD
Soory Aiman , I was wrong memang sedap
Then we lepak and Dodin was like really funny masuk trolley and Sara pushed him hahaha

Overall , Thanks Sara Sabrena for ajak-ing me . ILY (:

Take a chill pill

2009-01-25T01:37:00.000-08:00

OKAY SUMPAH PENAT
I didnt know that hoki would make me this tireeeddd ;/
Like seriously woo , naik ktm from parade pg angkasapuri then kena jalan from station kat angkasapuri sampai STADIUM HOKI KUALA LUMPUR
Mmg tak ahh nak jalan fr 15 mins in the hot sun like shit
Then sampai terus kena warm up hahahahaha habis stemina sorry
Anyways , best jugak . AND I FEEL SORRY FOR AIMAN COS HE LOST HIS HNDPHNE
Tu aa kan , orang suruh kasi org pegang , degil
Anywayyyssssssssssss , I was like semua pink today
No , not pink tau more like fuschia like bright gila aa kan
So cam shoes shirt kasut and stick bright pink heheehe
And we played and semua gila exhausted nak mampos

But it was worth it (: And next week ada lagi , mati aa kan
Boleh tak aftr the hoki my mother ajak pg swimming and me being a smarty pants decided to go and swim
Balik sakit kaki Alhamdulillah
Padan muka Anastasia

Swimming ? Badminton ? Soccer ?

2009-01-24T06:39:00.000-08:00

HAHA none . Why ? Because it bloody rained . What am I talking about ?
Okayy , macam ni . My family was planning to play them in the club today
But then it rained haihh
SO WE WENT TO PARADE INSTEAD OHH YEAAAAH
DENGAN TRACKSUITS AND POLO SHIRT AND HAIR PULLED BACK LIKE YUCK
But I got icecream (: And and a new shirt

Tomorrow is the hockey thingy , damn
Im gonna get sunburned and im gonna sweat like shit
Im gonna find for the sunblock now

Ughh

2009-01-24T00:58:00.000-08:00

Okay , my mum's giving me a hard time . AGAIN
Why ? Ask her
Pfft -.-

Oh yeaaa ,

2009-01-23T22:49:00.000-08:00

Since the reshuffling , Now 4 Alpha has 32 students YAY ! There's 7 Malays , 2 Indians and 23 Chinese . HAHA gila racist .
Btw , im still the monitor and Ashlee's still the treasurer but Mel stepped down as ass. monitor so his place goes to jeng jeng jeng ! Unbelievably yes , Lawrence Tan Wen Han :P
Ure working under me now muahahahaha
Okaaaaayy , im hungry

Till then

Talk that sweet talk

2009-01-23T21:54:00.000-08:00

Woke up this morn and no one was around except daddy ! He was watching tv in his room so I went down to get something to eat and there was like , nothing on the table except cupcakes . UNDECORATED AND UN-ICINGED , I decided to pretty them up . So I got some icing sugar , pink food colouring and some other ingredients and bam !

It tasted really really really good , trust me ;D

The one with no title

2009-01-23T06:54:00.000-08:00

Yeah , its been long , TOO long huh ? You see , my dad has this policy of using the laptop only on friday nights and weekends so yeahh . LIFE IS BORING .
But not school though , haha I actually kinda like going to school now (:
Because there are people like Ashwee Ahmad , coMELman , LawLaw , VinceSmallEyes , Katy Perry , Pan Vinn , JojoWenwen , Mingy Changy , Fang Xian Natasha and YugieBear :D Oh yeahh , Syed Amir pun adaaaaa
I dont think you know most of them there but I can assure you , they rock 4 Alpha 2009
Not to forget ofcos , the normals , Hanisah , Zafira , Aliah , Azhad and Alyaaaaa

Ok , enough about that . Lets just review what happened today , 23rd January
Well , I came to school restlessly because semalam I slept at around 123o ? Ahaha .
But I brought cupcakes which was one of the reasons why I slept late last night , making them .
So , Ashlee took two , I took umm two HAHA , Hanisah took one , Aliah took two and Alyaa took one . Zaf taknak sebab umm ? Other than that , school was pretty borrriiinngggg .
Except for Jowen today , he was being unboring , to me ! (:

After school , I went to Bangsar cos my cousin was sick and mummy brought him to the clinic all the way there with ME STILL WEARING BAJU SEKOLAH . Then after that , I got some frozen yogurt yay happy dah !

Then , went home and got ready for tuition . At tuition , Diyanah was telling me that her phone got stolen , kesian doo . And I also met Nehemiah !! And he sat next to me , as always and and he was my boyfriend for the day so we went to Pyramid and he belanja me Baskin's (:
Oh yeahh , Diyanah pun ada , so after that I followed her home and Nehe had to balik too :(

So fast forward , I had another tuition at 830 and it ended 945
And here I am

p/s Maybe you haven't noticed but I have been hanging out with Chinese people lately , guys that is HAHA

Love no one but yourself

2009-01-17T19:18:00.000-08:00

Its very frustrating to know that everyone I know has a 'someone' . Some people find it unbelievable that I have no boyfriend and I havent had one for quite a while . You see , I've learn a very good lesson while I was talking to my elder cousin lately and she never had a boyfriend in her life before and she's 21 (if im not mistaken) . But dont get me wrong , she's extremely preety , dont believe me ? Here , (she's the one in the middle)

I asked her la kan , why have you never had a boyfriend before ? Without hesitation , she said simply , 'im too young' . And there I was laughing my head off until she told me why she was too young too have a boyfriend . There is a whole world ahead of us , all this lovey dovey is only wasting time , Im not saying that its a big deal , its just kinda irrelevant to have one at this age . I mean , there are many more things to be worried about and having a boyfriend is not one of it FOR NOW . I personally think that studies , family and friends come first no matter what , And ofcourse la , Allah . So friends , my point here is yes , you can have a boyfriend but dont forget everything else when you do . Im sure many of you do not agree with me , but thats what I think .

And just for the record , if I ever do get a bf , dont come to me and say , 'bukanke you said it is too young to have a bf now blablabla' I wont call myself a hypocrite , im just a human too (:

The things we do for LOVE

2009-01-16T08:11:00.000-08:00

Its been a while huh ? Yeah , I've been busy with school and seriously , homework dia dua kali ganda woo this year . Freaking frustrating . This year wasn't as easy as I expected . Annnyyywwwwaaayyyssss , I have a crush on someone ! Haha yes yes , its someone unexpected . Someone from the past . Someone that I haven't been talking to for a very long period of time . Someone that I did wrong to and I have hurt and I regret it till now although he has forgiven me . Someone that I know could take care of me . Someone who respects my mother . If you think you're that someone , I miss you , very very much (:

Do or die ?

2009-01-11T05:24:00.000-08:00

I'd rather die with this flu , you see . Been having it since Friday :( AND ITS KILIING ME , LIKE SERIOUSLY . I cant taste , cant smell . Mcm gilaaaa . Planning to skip school tomorrow , wanna stay at home and rest , drink chicken soup , tasteless chicken soup for me (and my mum makes the best chicken soup !) , watch some dvds ahhhhhh :D

Tapi takboleh cos while I was thoroughly blowing my nose , forcing out the mucus , I could see the pas keluars hanging , so I thought since I AM THE MONITOR , there is no way I can skip school tomorrow . So kepada sekalian , stay away from me tomorrom unless if you wanna suffer like how I am now , Thank you very much .

P/S I need more tissues , just watched Titanic , with the crying and flu , haha go figure !

What a night

2009-01-10T09:16:00.000-08:00

Phhheeewwwwww , just got back from my aunt's birthday (she turned 50 haha had to mention) And we had fun fun fun to the max ! Were arrived at around 730 and I went straight to my cousin , Cherrelle who I only kinda know there until I saw Zarrah , Xandria and Kelly not to forget Reid (: I also met someone there , although im not sure if she's related haha . So we were all in one table including my brother . We ate and there was a band playing , and they invited my aunt , Mary to sing , because she is a singer , TIBA TIBA SHE CALLED US UP TO DANCE WHILE SHE SANG BOLEH TAK ? With no semangat at all we went up and seriously I didnt even know we had to dance but not that I didnt wanted to :P

Let the pictures talk , shall we ?

I was forced , yes

Gosh I look stupid

Want to see more ? Check out my Myspace yeahh ? So umm after the awkward dance , we went back to makan , cos we just left it there earlier . After that , we talked for a bit then the DJ called us to dance again , but this time we were kinda 'bersemangat' (:

We danced like wow , undescribable . It was the best dance of my life , I cha cha-ed , waltzed , boogied , crunked , bangra-ed haha . Semua la , kan and we even battled , the guys vs the girls ! We didnt know who won , though . I couldnt stop eventhough my other cousins wanted to :P There was a part where I danced witrh my cousin , Michael and he is AMAZING , like seriously . He's like those dancers you see in telly !

We spent 3 hours dancing and my legs were already killing me :( So I took them off then I went to the dance floor again HAHAHAHA . At around 1230 , daddy said its time to go , so yeaaahhh . Haih , I hate goodbyes like seriously :(

Craving

2009-01-09T09:33:00.000-08:00

For this ,

And this ,

Not to forget this ,

Its been a while

2009-01-09T08:15:00.000-08:00

Since I blogged (obviously) and sinced I spent time with HIM . Haha , im sure you all dont know who im talking about riggggghhhhhttttt ? :P Well , its for me to know and for you to find out , how's that ? No , the meeting didn't end up well because I found out that he's going away and its really really really sad . It didnt end up BADLY , ofcourse . Wanna know what happened ? Well , as I said , its for me to know and for you to find out (: